Financial issues woes

I am so frustrated and scared about my financial situation.  It is putting me in a very difficult situation and I am worried about it.  The problem is that in the third world country I am residing in there is no social net to protect someone from a financial free fall (actually doesn't seem much different than in the US).  But it hurts so much.  On top of the other issues that I have I feel that I am having to deal with this financial situation.  I am suffocating. I am feeling sad.  I need a safety net.  I don't want to feel the pinch from a financial situation it is a very difficult situation to be in.  I don't wish it on anyone.  I need to breathe more freely.  I am on the brink of changing my mood to horrible I don't want to do it.  I want to stay afloat.  AHHHHHHHH it hurts.