Financial Frustrations

Today, financial frustrations are weighing very heavily in my mind. And I don't really have anyone that I can talk to about them. I have personal financial frustrations as well as work financial frustrations. Which work frustrations excerbate personal...

Most of my personal financial struggles I have posted about before, but today, with my husband's birthday being tomorrow just kind of flexxed itself in my mind. I want to get him something, but can't really afford it...Which just makes me think about the rest of my finances...and just wishing that money could fall out of the sky onto us...Can't afford a loan...if I could even get approved for one. 

Work financial frustrations shouldn't be bothering me since I do not own the company, but because my job concerns the money aspect... it kind of concerns me when I see my boss not using money correctly...We don't have money for anything, yet he acts like he can just pay someone to clean the windows when he isn't even here to approve the check. He gives his stupid salesman the ability to approve everything whether he does his job or not...and then won't give him any real reason to go out and do his job...everyone including me pretends it is their job to bitch about everything that gets done...

I wish I could just sit here and collect a paycheck, but it bothers me that nothing changes...