Finally your Grave Marker ....
Another milestone your Grave Marker has finally been placed... it's beautiful and I am so very happy with the way it turned out. I'm sorry I waited so long, but I wanted it to be beautiful and I couldn't decide , well it's done. Cried today, crying now , I miss you so much , I miss our life , I'm sad we are not going to grow old together , I'm sad you worked so very hard all your life and never had a chance to retire and just enjoy the simple things in life without the stress of your job ...walks on the beach.... football season is back and again you aren't here to cheer on your beloved ASU Sun Devils , I'd give anything to have you sitting in your chair with the dogs watching a game hearing you cheering or swearing at the tv, I know you are with me, watching over me, bunnies in the yard .... good night for now.. I really need to start writing to you more often , I will be back at the cemetery on Monday with a surprise and if it's not too hot bring the dogs .... love you , miss you
think of you everyday
think of you everyday
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The marker looks beautiful. I pray you find peace in your heart. Hugs Edie
It is perfect, I understand what you mean. I sit here alone looking at Larry`s chair and hoping he would just reappear and we would have our life and future back again. I am becoming more understanding why this has been such a hugh adjustment for all of us...our every day life has changed forever. No matter how much we fill it up with a lunch with a friend or a visit with our family...we go back to our new life alone. I am thinking of you and praying for all of us that it becomes easier and we find new ways to fill those lonely days, Hugs Lu Ann
It just is so difficult to put our arms around all that has happened to us. The goodness comes only when we can love and miss and remember them while we try to learn to love what is next. Next is a great word. It promises a tomorrow. Love, Ann