FInally some progress
Alan came with Nan to check on Mom, he is tired of their snow, they got another foot in the Blue Mts .....we got a skiff so I chewed them out bringing snow from Oregon to me. Alan did not want to sit around so he put the sheet rock up in the bathrm, been waiting for your good buddy who promised to do it two months ago. So now the flooring, vanity, toilet and shower than I will trim/mud and paint. Yeah some progress.
Bill finally lined the ditch so water would not leak into the pastures below, they are drying out, I told him I was not putting up the money for another one when the elk just keep puttingholes through it. I told them to line the ditch with large logs like I told you to to keep them out of it....no one listens....So its their money this time.
Its raining like mad now.
Mom had her pace maker in yesterday went well sorta. Found out today they punctured her lung alittle tiny pin hole which has been very painful but she was admanant she wanted to go home so they released her at 5 pm. Robin, Nan and Alan will take care of her for next few days.
I will take the AARP driving course Mon and Tues, as I missed doing it last yr. Than maybe things will settle down I can go back job hunting....so discouraging I am afraid its been so long I have no confidence in me anymore. I was always such a good worker and employee....so full of self doubts now...makes me mad at me,
I know you are happy where you are. I know you are sad at what has happened with your kids & I. BUT I am sorry you are partly to blame, raising them right should have shown through. They are spoilt I knew that I just had no idea Alan would act like Hitler. I am so glad its over, they are out of my life. I am glad I am going to make a shrine with your ashes for just US peaceful and serene. No body's negative vibes amongst themselves. Just my place for you.
I miss you, I wish you were here, I wish you could guide me, show me, direct me, reassure me, My best memory is you and Moon riding down the trail into Cougar Lake that time. You two were quite a pair. Such buddies you loved him so much, and he knew. He got a final good home and now he is with you. Hug him for me, I miss him too.
Tell Larry hi - I know you two are together. I miss him too
Bill finally lined the ditch so water would not leak into the pastures below, they are drying out, I told him I was not putting up the money for another one when the elk just keep puttingholes through it. I told them to line the ditch with large logs like I told you to to keep them out of it....no one listens....So its their money this time.
Its raining like mad now.
Mom had her pace maker in yesterday went well sorta. Found out today they punctured her lung alittle tiny pin hole which has been very painful but she was admanant she wanted to go home so they released her at 5 pm. Robin, Nan and Alan will take care of her for next few days.
I will take the AARP driving course Mon and Tues, as I missed doing it last yr. Than maybe things will settle down I can go back job hunting....so discouraging I am afraid its been so long I have no confidence in me anymore. I was always such a good worker and employee....so full of self doubts now...makes me mad at me,
I know you are happy where you are. I know you are sad at what has happened with your kids & I. BUT I am sorry you are partly to blame, raising them right should have shown through. They are spoilt I knew that I just had no idea Alan would act like Hitler. I am so glad its over, they are out of my life. I am glad I am going to make a shrine with your ashes for just US peaceful and serene. No body's negative vibes amongst themselves. Just my place for you.
I miss you, I wish you were here, I wish you could guide me, show me, direct me, reassure me, My best memory is you and Moon riding down the trail into Cougar Lake that time. You two were quite a pair. Such buddies you loved him so much, and he knew. He got a final good home and now he is with you. Hug him for me, I miss him too.
Tell Larry hi - I know you two are together. I miss him too
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