finally getting a hang of things

I am becoming more independent and my wife is being amazingly patient and a good life tutor. I cooked for the first time for my daughter I been on top of things not to say I didn't make any mistakes or anything but I am doing much better than I use to and add complete honesty with that this is one big healthy family. I have realized my goals and mission and I am dead set of accomplishing them, most import one is I want to continue to be honest and try to make to new years. So far I have been doing a good job and I working extremely hard for everything. I use to write poetry to my wife I have not done that in years and it wasn't appropriate since I was a scum bag at the time but now I feel its more fitting and sincere. So there is no question of I'll always continue to be this new person , only time I'll look back  is for learning from my mistakes so in the present and future I never ever hurt anyone.