Maybe its Comfort..who knows

I know i have not been on in a while, crap!

I have been dating its going awesome and i have a job again, i just got a car again and i have 2 more semesters until i graduate with my bachelors. 

I havent seen photos of my ex and his girl in forever and was so tempted recently. Today i got the courage to do so and no surprise at all they are fucking happy!

For the first time in 18 months i feel good. he's not the same guy i knew and clearly dont even care. But i am happy he's finally settled and happy. He got exactly the life he always wanted and may he always be happy. I am somehow feeling a sense of comfort that i have not felt in a long time and its good. 

Oh did i mention she had a photo of a 'new year' tattoo and guess who choose it? dam right he did and its the same place he made me get a tattoo. quite funny 

Its nice after all this time to write on here and know i alway have a place to let my emotions out.