finally done with radiation

I just want to thank everyone with their ongoing love, friendship and support on dailystrength!  I am so glad to find this website.  I love all the hugs everyone has given me these past few months.  Now that I am done counting down, I will have to think about whatelse to count down and look forward to.  This week, my 6th week, they gave me boost treatments, 1 round of radiation at a lower dose.  My energy did come back quite a bit and was able to do a few more things.  Its been a crazy few weeks.  Takingcare of my brothers boarder collie Scout while he is away on business for 3 weeks, staying at my parents house, dealing with my grandmother and her laundry.  All this while doing radiation - don't know how I did it.  this week was good but last week was very difficult.  I will be glad when things get back to normal and my brother comes and picks up the dog.  I can get home to my cat.
On my last day,  Valerie the PA gave me a parting gift.  A fleece blanket that a club made and donated (many others) to Roswell Park Cancer institute.  Thought that was nice.  we were talking and voiced my concerns about the whole cancer ordeal.  I am still very nervous about my 6th month checkup in October.  What happens if this comes back from the mammo?  I was diagnosed back in November 2009 due to my mammo.  I am scared to death but I will try and keep it in the back of my mind.  Valerie reassured me.  I left Roswell in tears and cried in my car - the whole emotional thing really got to me today.  She said to celebrate that you finished radiation - she's only a phone call away.  I feel like I lost my safety net with Roswell - knowing that they were keeping an eye out for me.  I keep thinking "what if"  I have to stay positive, I know.  I do have a followup appt next month.  I was so upset that I forgot to go to the front desk and make one.  I will do this next week when I am up to it.