Finally Being Alone

My mother wanted me to go to church with her because today is the first Friday of the month, so people will get 'blessed'. While I do love my mother (my best friend at the moment), I am always so lazy for church. That is why I told her that I could be alone while she's there. I feel bad, though, for hurting my mother's feelings. She was just scared for me to be alone by myself, having panic attacks while no one's around the house, and also wanted me to go to church. I shall pray at home while she's there. I love my mother, and also of course love God. I am having a sin for not listening to her thoughts, but I also have many others... I feel good for finally being alone at home, but I am still scared!