finally back for good.

so i was without internet and computer since October. i thought the world had come to an end!! i am finally back for good. so general update; pain is worse, but i finally fired my regular doc and am seeing a pain management dr.  i still have to find a new general practitioner which is hard in a small town but i will figure it out. i am back with my boyfriend, he and i both got counciling and things are a lot different this time around. heres hoping!! money sucks, my house is falling apart, and the depression is , well, depressing!!! today is a good mood day tho so i guess not all is lost!.