finalizing Rocker\'s final resting place
Today my daughter started looking at a totally different cementary. I think that she has settled for the Provo cementary. they have two options: 1) to put him in the angel baby spot for $400. or into the regular part for $300. this includes the site and the opening and closing of the grave. at first they thought that the angel place was what they wanted, but looking at how close they are together and walking over babies graves to get to the one that they would have to get changed their mind to get him a regular one. there are little corners that can't be turned into full size sites so they make those for the babies. it is a better price and he will have a lot more space for them to decorate etc. so I think that they are for sure on this one today. she said that the best part it is really easy to remember where it is. they will have to move the burial to thursday because she doesn't get paid till then. i didn't go with them to make the arrangements at the mortuary so i am curious what a 10 inch casket looks like. she didn't want the baby things she had started to collect so she asked me to find someone to give them to. so i found a friend that would like the things, i just have to pick them up and deliver them which will be hard on me but i understand that she needs me to do this one. the hard part for me, it is my friends daughter and she had her baby tuesday...two days before kjera delivered Rocker. so i have to see her baby too.. i can do this..i know i can...i have to be able for my daughter.... Rocker Thomas Naylor... never really classified as a baby, just a fetus i know that you had a heart and even though you lost your beat, you are still a very loved grandchild. i was amazed at how much you had formed, all 4 inches of you, little fingers and toes..every little perfect part...and was that a little grin on your face..you looked as if you were smiling....to us or to God...lets say to both. 10 0unces.. .i don't even know how the nurse could get such a tiny thing weighed in. they did your hand prints and foot prints, so tiny...smaller than my fingernail on my little finger. to watch them cast your feet and hands and to see the detail of your fingers and toes. you were just an amazing little man. i never understood nor will i ever understand why they say that someone with all that your had physically, couldn't be anything but a baby, one that had only lost a heartbeat....baby mine ..........love nana
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my heart breaks for you! love you! ~~ charlayne
I am so sorry for your loss. Have you look into Payson, Utah cemetery they have a lovely baby site and they are space apart so you don\'t have to walk on the other sites. Hugs, Vera~Erick\'s mom
This entry makes me cry. That is so beautiful how much you understand what your daughter is going through and how she lost her baby. Help her grieve and be there for one another. Big Hugs.
That is how I feel I have gone through this 4 times and it just keeps getting harder ! The doctors do not seem to care they act as if it is nothing they make me so mad !!! I am so sorry for your family;s loss RIP little angel from an angel\'s mommy
So sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my prayers!