Fighting part of it

So for me being able to stop myself from burning myself more then once a day is an accomplishment. I like to burn myself wait awhile and then do it again. The more the better I feel. I had not done any harm to myself for almost a year until 5 or 6 days ago. Now I am doing it everyday again, but only once. I struggle big time not to do it more then that. I also find it funny that no one has noticed. When I first started harming myself and people found out they were checking my wrists, arms and legs to make sure that I had stopped. They have stopped doing that but the burns are in plain sight. It is like I don't care if they see any more.  But honestly that is fine with me. I know that I will stop at some point this just isn't that point.