fighting a losing battle
I give up why bother anymore, i will do the bare minimum, i am no longer going to strugle to do anything that is positive i am going to get rid of all my things and just do what i have to do to get by, any time i do anything at all that is positive i get knocked back 50 other ways by life. I just have to get up go to work when i have to. minimilize everything. everything is completely hopeless.
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Wow, the depression monster is attacking head on it appears? I started taking Prozac again after seven years of having given up on it not working -- this is how desperate I have become.
Be VERY gentle with yourself and take it all moment by moment. I have past the ten year mark of coping alone with illness since the death of my husband and the disillusionment process has been horrific but reality had to slap me around to wake me up to truth and I am beginning to adjust.
Yes, simplify life as much as possible -- \'declutter\' it and open up room and opportunity for better experiences to come along. Little by little you will have the life that fits your needs better. Just go for the best balance that you can manage and vent all the frustration off now and then.
Gentle ((hugs))
:-) Patricia