fiesta

I made an effort this weekend to see friends and get out of the house. It's hard to do this even though I know it's healthier for me. I naturally seem to isolate myself and am always reluctant to meet new people, fearful that they won't like me and will think I'm boring (I even worry about this with my friends though). Anyway, went into town and had lunch on Saturday then today went to the local fiesta and lunch again with my friend and her boyfriend. Now back home and getting on with some work. Was very teary on Friday but not so bad today...