Fibro-fatique or depression?
I am so frustrated. I am feeling really down, and mentally and physically depressed. I have been for a few weeks. I don't know how much is mental and how much is physical. I feel so beat down and exhausted and that I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. I don't even have to sleep...just curl up in a ball. My agoraphobia is also in full swing. It's like these three things (depressions, fibromyalgia, and agoraphobia) are trying to kill me by causing all my body processes to shut down slowly. I feel like if I could figure out how much of the way I'm feeling relates to each of the components I could make some sort of headway towards healing.
I don't know where to start, I don't know what to do. I am not even going through the motions anymore. I am relying on my family more and more to pick up my slack. It's not fair to them. I need help getting going. I need help learning to be independent. I am 48 years old, I shouldn't need someone to be with me every time I go outside of my house, or even outside of my room. I feel like I need someone to help me even cross the room. It's as if there is a weight dragging me down and anchoring me to the spot I am at.
If you have any ideas of how to get through this, please, feel free to comment!
I don't know where to start, I don't know what to do. I am not even going through the motions anymore. I am relying on my family more and more to pick up my slack. It's not fair to them. I need help getting going. I need help learning to be independent. I am 48 years old, I shouldn't need someone to be with me every time I go outside of my house, or even outside of my room. I feel like I need someone to help me even cross the room. It's as if there is a weight dragging me down and anchoring me to the spot I am at.
If you have any ideas of how to get through this, please, feel free to comment!
Replies