Few things
I kinda feel stupid reading back at my last journal entry of how I feel fat. Seriously? This is what I've wanted for so long I cannot I believe I was complaining. I almost want to delete it but I guess it shows how my hormones are up and down. My BF has been so accomodating to my needs since I've been pregnant. Understanding I need rest and fulfilling my few extra cravings. He's been doing extra cleaning and chores around the house, extra cooking and of course, changing the litter. I have been craving french onion soup for so long, I just never mentioned it to him. Yesterday I walked in the door from work, kissed him and said "guess what? I REALLY want french onion soup!" So he walked right in the kitchen and started making it for me. I thought maybe we could order take out somewhere or something. I wasn't expecting homemade! He is a great cook and loves to cook so we mostly eat at home when we can. That soup was delicious! Better than takeout. And to top it off. I feel asleep on the couch which I've been doing often and he cleaned up the kitchen (which he hates). We kinda have an agreement. Whoever cooks, the other cleans up. We both love to cook but hate doing dishes. But I also can't go to bed w/o doing them. Lately, it's been changing a bit. I thought it was very nice of him. He's already done so many things where I tell myself I'm so lucky. I know this won't go on forever but man it's great. The best was last week when he came home from a work Christmas party after a few drinks and one of his close coworker's wife just had a baby. He would not stop talking about how much they talked about it. How cool the whole pregnancy thing is and eventually the miracle when that baby is born. He told me he's so excited to be a dad. I love hearing that from him because he's not very communicative in the department. I guess the few drinks helped!
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Don\'t worry about Saturdays entry leave it there it\'ll be fun to read in a year or two when you have your baby in your arms. I\'ve kept all my pregnancy entries and am
going to give them to anella when she\'s old enough. Hormones are crazy things and you have to let them take over you sometimes or they\'ll create real havoc ;-)
what a great bf you have, definitely take advantage of it now it\'s important for you to get rest I still remember how tired I was that first trimester, I\'ve never been that tired
you have such an amazing journey ahead of you and it is such a miracle/blessing we are lucky enough to appreciate it unlike most women.
I\'m so so happy for you!!!!
Do not apologize for venting. I felt the same way my first trimester. Buy some maternity clothes and it will make you feel better! :0) All I ate in the first trimester was a lot of bread. Lol your bf sounds great! You are very lucky. Next trimester you will start to feel much better.