Fell off the face of the earth!

Work is still crazy.  I am tired, mostly mentally.  Just totally fell of the wagon!  Pedometer battery died and 2 days to get a new one.  I got to the point where I said to myself:  Why bother?  Diet WAY off track.  haven't weiged myself.  Too scared.   David is doing ok.  Still not allowed to ride bike (now for another month!)  Now we have another health concern!  They had to do an EKG to start him on Straterra (since he has been off Adderall and Clonidine now over 1 month.)  EKG came back abnormal!  The kid is 12!  So now Paul and I both really feel awful after giving him the Clonidine for the last 3 years.  So now he can't start the Straterra. And, now 2 weeks after the start of school and we are finding out that David has not handed in ANY homework and not even getting work done in school.  Ugh!  Here we go again!  Let the battles begin!  So now, NO TV, NO video games, etc on a school night.  PERIOD!   So I feel shut down.  No break at work.  Still getting 3-4 fires a week and struggling.  So now, the game plan is to survive the next two weeks.  Then on 10/2, I go to my Dad's in Florida for a week, by myself.  Hopefully can unwind and get my head back together.  Then I come back and go to the Penn State game.  So i am just going to struggle through the next couple of weeks. Sorry to my friends for losing touch.  Will try to get on here tomorrow and spend some time catching up with everyone!  Love you guys!  And YOU ALL know who you are!  PS:  Going to spend this weekend cleaning and reading Dan Brown's new novel, "The Lost Symbol."  I am up to chapter 22 so far.