Feels like Friday
My treehouse plans are getting rained out this weekend I am afraid. Yesterday my roomie sent me roses to work for my birthday and when I got home had surprised me with a handpainted bohemian table I had picked out at the local antique shop. I was surprised because he didn't do anything last year for my birthday so I don't know if this was because he was feeling afraid of me leaving or what. It was nice he did it but, it does make things harder for me to make a decision to leave in May. There is alot of time left for me to make my mind up so I guess I will just leave it to the Universe and be grateful I have what I have for the moment. My employer was nice enough to let us off this Friday at 200pm and then we will be off the following Monday for the holiday as well.
I was really looking forward to going to the treehouse, but, with the rain coming I don't think it wise to go and after roomie did what he did, I'd feel too guilty going. Things have been relatively quiet. I think I'm just so use to chaos that the quiet times often make me restless. I wonder if this is just how my life is suppose to be.
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Have no fear. May is a long way off. I'm sure he'll do something or nothing to look dump-worthy by then. Who knows, maybe you'll even part friends with a future. Stranger things have happened.
I've given up on trying to figure out what is *supposed* to be and started working on being grateful I get to have my small part in this chaotic phenom we call life. I've found allot of freedom in letting go of my delusions of control and started working with Life on Life's own terms. I doesn't need to take everything so seriously. Just kick back, pass the popcorn and enjoy the show.