Feelings on my mortality.

Okay technically it's the 9th of February 2016. As of 10:15 this morning I may have some answers about the state of my health. Specifically whether to be concerned with having skin cancer or not. Most of the time skin cancer is a very easily treated and even curable condition. Of course there is always that rare type which can mean the end of my life as I know it. Strangely I am slightly stressed but not really scared. If my time alive is short then that's a decision made by my creator. I am hoping to remain the same compassionate , tender hearted and silly guy that folks seem to love so much. In short my own mortality doesn't really bother me. But the pain my loved ones feel at me dying ... 
Well that does disturb me. So it will become my job to reassure them that my love for them and theirs for me keeps me going even after I'm physically gone. 
Love is eternal. If I have love in my heart and share it, then I have a chance at being eternal as well. I am at peace knowing this. I hope others can understand it too.