feeling ok

i managed to get out of bed 4 an hour an do some housework 2day it felt so good. I didnt think about the baby  4 a little while. Im going back to the doctor 2day 2 ask 4 more time off  work im just not ready to face those people and customers yet or leave the house honestly.Im thinking of naming my baby and planting a tree i think that may help me heal a little. Im going to talk about it with my fiance when he gets home. 4 the first time in a week im feeling a little positive 4 the future