things have been much better today...life is geting back to normal again. Daughter ok (although she almost died) and had her 18th birthday and is happy again. I am getting a little ill now after all the stress but it is also a good sign that the stress is now over and the healing from it can begin. Bring on the vitamins! Have a new support group for women survivors of child sexual abuse and rape starting iin the next two weeks and I haven't been to one before so will be nice to speak to other women in the same boat as me, yeay!Back to studying now as uni has started again and already I am a little behind on my reading.