Feeling Stronger.....Thanks to All of You....

I had a pretty low weekend well actually a pretty low week. Now that week is over and thanks to all the LOVE and SUPPORT  I got from all my friends here on DS I made it through. Guess I was fooling myself to think I wasn't going to have low's. 23 years of memories and what I thought my life was going to be just hit me this week for some reason. I know I have to accept the life I planned with him is over and learn how to keep going. I just feel  ripped off all the broken promises and dreams he told me would come true. LIES!!!!! I WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR NOTHING IT SEEMS LIKE. I know some of these things will fade but maybe some won't. I seem to be stuck in Limbo not moving forward or backwards just not moving. I want to move ahead but PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE... I need to learn Patience .....Thanks all of you who helped me this week end.  My sister's in STRENGTH AND LOVE.................................................