Feeling stronger...

   Things have been going pretty well lately, like i have a bit more control. I know I have to attribute a lot of this progress to finding and joining this site, I really can't be more thankful in my decision to one day take a stand and find a new way to help myself. And so far it's been nothing but positive! I know for a fact that these jealousy issues i've struggled with are subsiding little by little, since I am finding out how to deal amid the thoughts and feelings that pummel me, not just after. My soul feels a little bit lighter with all this worrying kept at bay. I am also trying to be realistic and know that a relapse is always possible because I am prone to rollercoaster emotions but it is so exhiliarating to actually FEEL the change happening!