feeling stressed w/ lots of pressure on me

mom is panicing and taking things out oin me moslty becase were broke and stuck using loans to get things done
and thus shes truns to me saying i should get a job and what not and im like ok  ill fid this not exising opertunity sarcastily becase relly there is no jobs intown at all and we aslo dont have ameans to get to out of town stuff and further more my dyslexia tends to get in the way fo that alot as do my other problems 
 and im like ok so you want me to find a job thats is not avalible and furthere more expect them to hire when im yet to solv so amnny solvable problems dont seems a promising thing 
and then she keeps comming back w/ it and iom like ITS NOT MY FAULT 
theres just to dang litte opertunitys to get a job that pays good enoght  at the same time have a liklyness fo me getting hired i relly  just wanna shove all that stress down her throat  and put her in my shoes  w/ the bad circomstance so then she be like o no wonder and if by possible chanse she actuly stop bugging me about it when there are no jobs to find becase theres like nothing at all and i cant sand going every day to a palce more then likly that im not gonna be able to get a job at over and over becase after some time ud run out of options that is possible to get to  and be able to have a possible chanse to get hired