Feeling some kind of way...

I really don't know where to start... I really have no appetite... I still have errands to run... but for some reason all I want is to be loved on... I'm feeling needy and bothersome so I won't express these feelings... I have pets they're supposed to help but I don't even want them around... I just want it from one person... Somehow I feel selfish... and guilty I'm so confused on how I got so dependent... I never used to be this way...  I want to lay it down for the day but that just makes it harder for me to get up or even find reasons to get up...  So hear I am... Blah...