Feeling so low

I'm having a nightmare with my employers and they don't seem to care that they are increasing my anxiety and and lowering my self esteem. My job was one of the few things that helped me go out everyday with a sense of purpose, but unfortunately I am not high up enough on the status ladder for them to have a fair approach towards me. It is so disheartning to know you put so much into helping and supporting your organisation, your colleagues and the young people who rely on you, only for your organisation to try and utilise you as a scapegoat to cover up someone else's mistake.

This situation has made my overactive bladder even more overactive. I hate this. It's so hard to see any light at the end of the tunnel. All I know is I have to make a stand for what I know is right, no matter how bad the stress and depression and bedwetting are currently making me feel.