feeling so bad
I am so tired of people saying they will be there for me and they are not there. I knew if Chris said he would be there he was . God all I need is him . My life has no point any more . I know I have to stay for the kids but I really want to be with him. I had I bad dream the day he passed away and I didnt tell him about it ,I always told him my dreams but for some reason I didnt tell him this one why? I feel like all I do is cry and be angry at everything and everyone. I know it is a normal but my heart feel like this is not normal . My head tells me one thing and my heart tells me something different . I hate all of this I hate all of this I hate all of this. I thought this would help and it is not helping yet.
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So sorry. It sucks I know but we have our kids to think about. Just remember thery just lost their dad and you wouldn\'t them to lose you too. Do you have a pastor you can talk to? I know I have thought about talking to one and asking all these questions, why did God do this? I have been through so much didn\'t God want me to be happy? etc. And my mood swings, one minute I\'m ok, next I\'m crying.
HELLO ,YOUR FEELING ARE A NATURAL RESPONSE ,YOU HAVE TO LET GO OF YOUR PAIN, SO SORRY TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE NOT GETTING THE SUPPORT YOU NEED, THAT IS VERY SAD , RIGHT NOW YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY AND PLENTY OF HUGS, WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO SELFISH,,I WISH I COULD BE THERE FOR YOU********* YOUR LOSS IS GREAT ,YOU SHARED SOMETHING SO SPECIAL, CHERISH THE MEMORIES AND IN TIME THE PAIN WILL LESSEN, MUCH LOVE LUCY..