Feeling real bad!!!
I feel like I am 80 today. I drank last night a couple glasses of wine- it effects me horribly. I have had numb hands and feet all day, its gettin better though. I dont know what its from besides drinking. I have had this before but never could relate it to anything. I really shouldnt be drinking anyways since I already have fucked up hormones!
I tried to sit down and start reading for my class thats coming up but couldnt concentrate, too tired, too weak, too achey. Now that I have found out there is something wrong with me I dont feel as horrible about sitting on the couch all day. It still sucks- theres nothing more depressing than not being able to get out of bed. I am 25- whats it going to be like in 10/15/30 more years :(
It is going to snow tonight so I might be stranded at home all alone :( probably have a emotion party with myself. Got invited to a party but not sure if I can go- if snow is bad I dont want to be stranded!!!
I tried to sit down and start reading for my class thats coming up but couldnt concentrate, too tired, too weak, too achey. Now that I have found out there is something wrong with me I dont feel as horrible about sitting on the couch all day. It still sucks- theres nothing more depressing than not being able to get out of bed. I am 25- whats it going to be like in 10/15/30 more years :(
It is going to snow tonight so I might be stranded at home all alone :( probably have a emotion party with myself. Got invited to a party but not sure if I can go- if snow is bad I dont want to be stranded!!!
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please don\'t give up. It\'s a long fight for some of us. It has taken me since 2004 to now to learn what I need becuz no doctor cared about me. I was alwayZ told \"you\'re within range\" I continued to have constant medical symptoms even when my numbers were increasing. It never occurred to them tht I was getting worse.
It\'s like going in with a cough and their giving you 1 teaspoon of medicine so you come in with a dry loud cough and now their worried but not us HYPOs. I felt they were giving me \"1 teaspoon\" of medicine instead of 2 teaspoons. It takes learning from others that is is safe to take more than 1 teaspoon of medication AND that the numbers are just an adjunct how badly or how good we feel.
yeah, I feel that the doctor\'s office is a battle ground and they are the enemy and it is our duty to retliate and to put up a good fight so that we can feel like the person we were PRIOR to this disease.
Take care.