Feeling Positive and Confused. .
The weekend seem to go well. I can't figure what triggers these sinful doings. I can only continue to pray that the Lord will lead him to see what he is doing, how sinful it is, and how it affects those that love him. So I wonder if I should take action and leave or do I continue to forgive and pray for him? What does God want me to do?
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I have asked myself and God that question so many times--How many times do I forgive and try to forget just to have my husband slip again and get on the computer--I ask myself how bad is it really if he is only on the computer looking at things and talking with people but from what I have read it is usually always progresses to more. And how do I really know what all he has done? In our almost 19 years of marriage I have no idea how many times I have caught him on dating sites or CL talking with both men and women about sex. It repulses me and makes me not want to be with him. He has sent pics of himself over the internet and I am sure he has received them. And I always forgive him when he says he does not know why he does these things. I feel as if I am living in an alternate universive sometimes where everything is a lie.----just venting Tina
Thanks Tina. Although you are venting, your feelings are very close to the roller coaster of emotions I experience. He goes through periods of doing nothing to periods of \"hunting\". When he\'s not on the computer doing his \"hunting\" as I like to call it, he is great! The good times are great and the bad times are BAD!! I\'m torn...I love him. Stay and deal with it or leat him go and deal with the pain.