Feeling Petty
Today, I feel really petty. Part of me wishes that Jason would get into trouble with Jeff for arguing with me over a signature on Friday. But I think alot of that feeling is because he tries to make me feel like less. Like I am unimportant because everyone could do my job. Which today bothers me more than normal because of two reasons. One, he is technically right. And two, because he is allowed to basically do whatever he wants, but if I slack off and don't do my job or try to do his then I get in trouble.
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I still feel petty today. I still feel like he should get into trouble for interfering with me being able to do my job, but I know my boss just doesn't really care about his company. He would rather be out golfing then actually getting anything done. Which of course filters down to his salesman (which is the coworker that I am having the issue with.) And basically, just filters the rest of the way down the company, because I can't do anything to change the company to run smoothly. Which just leads back into the fact that my job is useless which makes the stupid narcissistic coworker right and makes me feel like shit because everyone else could do my job and I am not special.
Today, I am both irritated and angry. I feel petty about work and how I am treated.