Feeling Peeved..
I don't know exactly why but I'm feeling really angry at the stbx. I'm just tired of feeling like yesterdays trash. When we were together I never really felt like part of his family. We were together 6 years, and never did I feel wanted, really wanted.
Right now his family is in town to visit and again I'm stuck all alone. I wasn't expecting to be in touch with them but it brings up all of the hurt emotions of when we were together. It just makes me sick. Why did I allow him to make me feel so unloved and unwanted.
I can't change the past but I can have a bright future, it's just really hard right now because I can't seem to move past this hurt. I'm keeping myself busy, that helps. But when I have a minute to think my mind always floats over to thinking about him and how bad he treated me.
Just venting....
Right now his family is in town to visit and again I'm stuck all alone. I wasn't expecting to be in touch with them but it brings up all of the hurt emotions of when we were together. It just makes me sick. Why did I allow him to make me feel so unloved and unwanted.
I can't change the past but I can have a bright future, it's just really hard right now because I can't seem to move past this hurt. I'm keeping myself busy, that helps. But when I have a minute to think my mind always floats over to thinking about him and how bad he treated me.
Just venting....
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I know exactly how you feel, my stbx and her family was my whole world, in an instant they were all gone because she decided to cheat on me. This sucks and the hurt is horrible and can\'t stand to think about future holidays. I will not let her completely destroy my outlook on life and you are spot on, we have a bright future ahead, that I am sure of. Stay strong, keep up the good fight!