Feeling panicky
I am feeling panicky today.
I feel like my life is going to fall apart. I feel like I am going to let my kids down. I am going to lose my job in the near future. I know it. The only thing that has kept me going is knowing that I can provide for my kids. Knowing that I will not be able to do that, I am feeling panicky today. I am losing hope.
I just don't know if I can get past this feeling. I feel like there is no hope. I am so depressed right now. I don't know if I want to continnue this struggle. Ugghhh. Trying to stay strong or pretending to stay strong is not working for me. I just want to give up. I just want to be able to help my kids. I am actually waiting the day that they don't need me so I can end the struggle.
I thought I had it all planned out. But something always comes up to ruin my plan, why continue, just give up. i really just want to give up. I am tired, lonely. what's the point.
I feel like my life is going to fall apart. I feel like I am going to let my kids down. I am going to lose my job in the near future. I know it. The only thing that has kept me going is knowing that I can provide for my kids. Knowing that I will not be able to do that, I am feeling panicky today. I am losing hope.
I just don't know if I can get past this feeling. I feel like there is no hope. I am so depressed right now. I don't know if I want to continnue this struggle. Ugghhh. Trying to stay strong or pretending to stay strong is not working for me. I just want to give up. I just want to be able to help my kids. I am actually waiting the day that they don't need me so I can end the struggle.
I thought I had it all planned out. But something always comes up to ruin my plan, why continue, just give up. i really just want to give up. I am tired, lonely. what's the point.
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I\'m sorry you\'re having such a hard time right now. I know it\'s hard to feel hopeful but things will get better. You\'ve been doing so well. You\'ve been a rock for your children. The roller coaster will start ascending soon. Hang in there.
so sorry you are struggling today, please don\'t give up. You have come so far. It is hard being strong all of the time, sometimes having our kids depend on us is what keeps us going but don\'t be so hard on yourself, you are going to have up and down days, as we all do so try and take it just one day at a time. You don\'t have to be strong today, just get through the day. Sometimes that is all we can do. I hope you have someone close by that you can talk to. Please take care of yourself, be gentle with yourself and know that brighter days will come, I promise!!! Hang in there. Sending you great big hugs.
It was around this time last year that she told me she wanted a divorce. I am in a funk and I seem can\'t get out of it. I have the kids this weekend, hopefully that will give me a boost
Have you had a heart to heart talk with her? Be strong I know it must be hard. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Take one day at a time .