feeling overwhelmed still

finally sunny outside, even if there is still piles of snow.  wish I could feel that way inside.
can't sleep, even with sedatives and can't take any more or I won't be able to wake up if the kids need something.
have a whole bunch of things to do for my brownies before I can take them to camp and just can't find the energy to do it, but I have to or they can't go, plus all the day-to-day paperwork
still need to see if kids need warm weather clothes before our trip, dance festival this weekend
sounds like a ton of stuff, but it will only take a couple hours.  even so, still can't get up the energy to do it.
maybe a coffee and a bit of sitting in the sunshine will help