Feeling overwhelmed and very alone.

Today was a hard and frustrating day.  I tried to replace my doorbell.  After 2 hours of trying to get it to work, it still didn't.  So, I will probably get a wireless doorbell and forget about trying to get the wired one to work. 
When I was working on the doorbell, I had power turned off to the room.  The phone rang; so I had to run upstairs to answer the corded phone, since the wireless was powerless.  After the interruption, I went back to the doorbell.  I finally gave that project up and edged my yard with my new trimmer/edger.  At least I got something done.
It seems like there is so much stuff of Chuck's to go through.  I'm making progress, but it's slow going.  Everything seems so overwhelming at times.
Today, I have been really sad, missing my soulmate.  I have been missing him more lately, maybe because the reality is sinking in that he isn't coming back and I will never see him alive again.   I hate being alone.  Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

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Wishing you a better day tomorrow. This is such a difficult journey - but you aren\'t alone on it. All we can do is take one baby step at a time. Hugs to you,
Chris
Joely
Joely

Hope that your week got better after you wrote this journal. I\'m running behind on my journal reading!! Well, we can\'t do everything!! I\'m not gonna try to do it all!! If something HAS to be done and my son-in-law, grandsons, or nephew can\'t do it, then, I\'ll find someone else and hire them!! Hugs, Joely