Feeling overwhelmed and very alone.

Today was a hard and frustrating day.  I tried to replace my doorbell.  After 2 hours of trying to get it to work, it still didn't.  So, I will probably get a wireless doorbell and forget about trying to get the wired one to work. 
When I was working on the doorbell, I had power turned off to the room.  The phone rang; so I had to run upstairs to answer the corded phone, since the wireless was powerless.  After the interruption, I went back to the doorbell.  I finally gave that project up and edged my yard with my new trimmer/edger.  At least I got something done.
It seems like there is so much stuff of Chuck's to go through.  I'm making progress, but it's slow going.  Everything seems so overwhelming at times.
Today, I have been really sad, missing my soulmate.  I have been missing him more lately, maybe because the reality is sinking in that he isn't coming back and I will never see him alive again.   I hate being alone.  Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.