feeling optimistic today

i woke up feeling grateful for the experience i had with my ex and the learning lesson i learned from our relationship. Im trying to remove myself from the what if's and look into the future of what could be. although i couldnt be my best in this relationship. im getting the help to be my best to whomever and whenever i start to date. i know im not ready for any of that and im okay with it. im hopeful and i believe in myself that i can come out of this a better person. I admit it saddens me still but i will not let this experience bring me down.