Feeling ok today

Well...today is the day.  The day that I have dreaded for some time but I have to say, I feel ok.  Spent last night with my best friend, Roseanne just talking.  She spent the night so that was good.  We don't ever get a chance to connect so I'm glad for her and her friendship.I went and got my hair colored and cut this morning and it looks great!  I love it!  She put some carmel highlights in it so it really softens my face.  So that is a good thing...As I reflect on this day and of the situation, I have no regrets.  As I have said before, I hope that he is happy in his life and the choices that he makes.  I certainly feel sorry for him as he continues to search for whatever it is that he is searching for...I'm going to move forward....no regrets.