Feeling Much Better, Thank You Friends
The past couple of days have been emotional for me, not my "norm" at all. Yesterday I woke up feeling blue, I cried in the morning, and I don't exactly know why. I wanted to reach out, but it felt strange to me. I know, on this site there is so much caring, so much experience, so many good people to help you. But mostly I reach out to help my friends, and when I found that I had need, I was, well, reluctant to ask, and didn't really know how. So I posted my thoughts in a journal. And so many replied, and gave me different perspectives and ideas. Let me say that I am very appreciative of the caring and support. Chances are that if you are reading this today you were there for me yesterday. Through the words and ideas expressed to me, I was able to turn myself around. I did not simply avoid the pain like I know how to do, instead I was given inspiration, I was given caring, and yes, I was given love. You know who you are, and what you mean to me, and I thank you now, again, for the kindness, concern, and determination to help me understand, and to move forward. I've changed my avatar back to the Michaelangelo statue David. I feel strong today, there is no obstacle I can't overcome, and I feel beautiful, again.
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Steve, so glad you are in a better place today. The one thing I\'ve learned (it\'s been a long year\" is that the bad days still come - but the good ones are starting to outnumber them. As well when there is a good day - you just squeeze it for all you can get. Hang in there.
steve, I just sent you a message. I\'m glad your back to being you again. the world is a scary place when the steven moon\'s of the world have given up. Bascially what I\'m trying to say is: the world is a much better place because your in it. Hey when are we leaving I got to get out of this place... G
It brings so much joy to my heart that you are happy..Your love and caring for all of us carry us through all of or darkest hours..Your never ending prayer and love is beautiful work and touches our hearts..I am so lucky to have met such a true gift and so lucky to be your friend...I send you Purple Roses today as thanks for you!
Great to know you mind is in a better place. I had a good day yesterday and will have another one today. I agree with \"bugged\" Every good day is a celebration. Keep doing what your doing.
You are so very welcome! You are my brother in Christ and I really do care about you. You deserve to be happy. When you\'re feeling down again God will send us or even more people your way to help you go through the storm.
Oh Steve you have been there for me and it is a gift to be able to return the love and support back to you. WE all need help and pick me ups from time to time and it means so much when others reach out. Remember you are special and those of us who have been fortunate to have your support in trouble times know this. Also remember you too are human and are going to have bad days also
Thanks for the positive words!! You are an amazing soul. You will shine though your pain. Its a great time for you to regroup and make the changes you want to make to be the best person you can. When all the tears, pain, sorrow, disbelief goes away. Steve will be ready to tackle the world with a strong heart, mind and soul! I wish you the best man!! GOOD LUCK AND GREAT Journal!
you are so welcome. When I needed to see the light you were there for me and I am still feeling so free to be rid of that \"need to please\" monkey! It was only fitting last night to return that feeling to you. I dearly love you and appreciate you and want all the happiness in this world for you. Keep looking to Jesus sweet Steve He will meet all your needs!