Feeling low..

Hi everyone.. this is my first time doing something like this so here goes.. Been trying to conceive since more than 2 Years now.. my husband is 32 and I just turned 30.. after doing all our tests doctors said we both are completely fine.. done a few medicated cycles and one failed IUI.. I’m feeling so lost and confused.. if everything is fine then why aren’t we able to conceive? 

All my friends have children and I just found out yesterday another close friend of mine is expecting.. she didn’t even plan it! They all say don’t think about it and don’t stress but how do they expect me to do that with all the baby bumps and kids around me! When all that  everyone can tell me is it’s high time you plan a child..

What should I do? There is an emptiness that I feel.. I long to hold my baby in my arms.. will I ever experience the pure joy of motherhood? It’s so hard to carry on my daily routine with all these feelings! I try to be positive but it’s very hard to do so! Hoping I feel a little better after sharing my story with you all..