feeling lonely

SO I may have anxiety in my chest atm. I feel so lonely. Last night he had our daughter, they had supper together. He brought back pizza. I sent him a message thanking him for the pizza he offered, and apologized because i had already had supper. After this he never replied. He did not respond at all.

The sense of loneliness I got was unbelievable!!

This morning I thought i would wake up to a message from him saying  no problem or no worries. I dont know.. something.There was no message. Now I havent spoken to him all weekend. So i should not have expected a response, but for some reason I viewed this instance as an olive branch, offering me food (LOL) I dont mean an olive branch as in lets get back together. I mean a peaceful offering.

When i saw that there was no response, my heart literally just dropped. I have had a tightness in my chest all day. I dont think this is fair. Yesterday I made a post saying he sent me a Good Morning!! text. And it threw me for a loop.

Then to be offered pizza, and no response. Sorry for my words but.. i CANT KNOW! lol. im puzzled and his cryptic messages are just killing me on the inside. i am okay visibly, but on the inside, i am dying!!