feeling little better

went to see mom today with the kids and actually had a really nice day. we went to lunch then back to my moms for few hours. got spend alot of time with kids which was nice cause their faces werent glued to computer for once. trying not to text the x million times today. got needy and sad this morning and felt guilty. if she ever comes b ack whcih i dont think gonna happen it will never be the same. cant tell a person their is no attraction what so ever and that they are fun and love u as a person and think its gonna work. at least she finally told me she loved me took her 6 months but was after she dumped me. im tired hope all had a great day.