feeling like i got the shortest straw from life

every day its the same i mean if ya took a glas dome and put int around ur town and wile were at it lets say jobs and hobbys hare hard to get  opertinuters are kidna limited for acitivitys  of any sort and it basicly same thing would only keep going like a little ryme that my mom told me it gose like this : peat and repeat where out on a boat  pet down how was left?A;repeat
after doing everythign there is to do aphew times in that glass dome that limets ya from actuly doing stuff ud probly grow tired of the sight of ur house theres almost seeming ly a long long boring time  im limited by my dyslexia  for i cant get a good enoght job to even get a car and go to a remaining arcade ever so ofent w/ a car i cant even pass the diver ed test w/ out flunking the written part  at times i fee like i was born in the wrong city i mean relly all i see in places to go are itehr mc dolands or a bar u cant even pass 1 block   here w/ out seeing liek 3 or 5 bars  boosing it up and on another thing i hate teh fact that if i even say hte phrase im dyslexic  that  ppl who say there hiuring  disciminate agest me  its not a proven thing andf its agent laws but regaurdless  ppl STill do it its wrong and unfair and crule why should i have to grin and so forth just to get one job  when othere s  theres a possiblity of ppl go in and boom they got the job i feel like im stuck becase of it  i had to do one thing i trult regret wich is getting a job becse of my sister  i mean relly i should not need to be in a hardest sichuations when i know  i dotn have to and otheres have it easier i aslo hate how the medical system works wich is long term pay up or die fast any time some sort of physical injury would happen  it would seem that i more then liky could not go to a dr for any of them problems  then on another note  i feel so isolated and alone atimes becase  i dont pysicly ever bumped into some one else whos also a deslecic as to my knolage   i know im not alone  becase i know that dyslecia is a common thing but the odd thing i find is  i nerver herd in my life in persion who would later become a friend say they are dyslexic i feel like thre might have been som matha maitical messups at times when calulating the odds of some one bing dyslecic or its just no one asside me thats remotly ever been neer me ever like to admit there dysleci awell that about it for my long and sad rant