Feeling Kind of Down

I'm  feeling  kind  of  down,  so  I'm  using  this  font  color  to  try  to  cheer  up  this  journal  entry.    I  love  you  all  as  my  DS  family,  so  I  feel  I  have  to  bring  this  up  to  you  because  I  know  you. Right  now,  I  feel  like  crying  inside.    You  see,  I'm  very,  very,  passionate  about  doing  things,  that  when  they're  denied  to  me,  it  is  very  hard  for  me  to  accept.    I  know  God  wants  the  best  for  me,  but  like  a  child,  it  hurts  when  I  can't  have  it.    As  I  mentioned  a  little  over  a  month  ago,  I  feel  this  short-term  mission  trip  to  Peru  was  possibly  not  going  to  happen.    Today,  it  looks  like  it  won't  happen,  even  after  doing  all  I  could  to  raise  the  funds  and  save.    I  just  feel  defeated  right  now  and  I  don't  know  what  else  to  do. Please  pray  for  my  emotions  right  now  and  for  my  strength.    That  would  be  very  appreciated. It's  still  not  quite  over  and  I'll  think  of  something  I'm  sure,  but  first  I'll  pray  for  wisdom  and  as  hard  as  it  is  for  this  child  to  accept,  that  first  God's  Will  be  done.

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God closes a door only to open another door to a better opportunity. Sometimes we stare so hard at the closed door that we fail to see the other door that\'s opened. Keep your eyes open. There\'s better in store for you but for now you can\'t see it. DON\'T let disappointments keep you down. I\'ve been praying for you. Keep your chin up. I love and appreciate you. Mom
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God\'s word tells us not to be moved by our emotion. We are to stand strong on HIS word. I will be praying for you. Ginnycat is right, God may have something way better planned for you. Don\'t let satan steal your joy.
Love,
Rhonda
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Brother God Knows your Heart and he WILL open the door for you in His timing so don\'t give up. He has work for you to do and will give you what your Heart seeks to do so Hold on and Press forward He Love\'s You Very Much. Brother dan
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Hi sweetie sorry you feel so low. Proverbs 13:12 tells us \"Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when the desire is fulfilled, it is a tree of life.\"
God\'s timeing for you right now appears to be a closed door but don\'t look at it as a end. We do see through a glass so dimly. He see\'s your heart and He has placed that in you and He will see it fulfilled in His time and when that desire is fulfilled, it will be a tree of life. Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desire of your heart. Love in Christ, Donna
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I want to thank you all. Yes, it has been a struggle and I understand everybody has a low point in life. God is with us all the time. I\'m feeling better and I have been praying that God will use me to His liking. Thanks again for your replies. :)