Feeling kind of blue

No idea why.  Hormones?  Stress?  I went to the Y this AM and did my muscle pump.  Saw several friends there and said hello.  Muscle pump was killer.  We did a zillion squats.  Man, my legs were killing me!  Did all kinds of things with weights to music.  Then I did 24 minutes on the treadmill just to get some steps and cardio in.  Came home, got a shower and took David to karate. I am so afraid after all this work that darn scale is not going to move.  I binged a little last night:  some corn tortilla chips (low fat), 4 Oreo vanilla double stuff cookies, and a peanut butter sandwich.  I just could not stop myself.  I think the boo hooeys started last night.  I did not bowl well last night.  I feel anti social.  I am taking the Christmas decorations down today.  I am sure that is not helping.  My motivation is totally out the window.  I did 14 days in a row over 10k steps.   I got rejected by 2 people on facebook from a friend request.  I finally deleted my friend request to my own sister (who acknowledged everyone else but me for weeks and I got tired of seeing it.)  Now, FB keeps suggesting her as a friend!  I mean, after all, we have 10 friends in common!  My house is a mess and cluttery.  NO cooperation from husband and son.  I am SO tired of having to pick up after them.  Boxes everywhere from Christmas stuff.  Ugh!  Oh, and for some strange reason, I feel totall fat today.  And I have been hungry all day.  I have been averaging 1400 calories per day.   I feel awful.  Just want to go back to bed.  We were supposed to get sushine today but it was mostly cloudy.  I am dying for Spring.  Warmth and sun.  Work last week was brutal.  5 new claims.  I have my annual physical this week with Dr.  I just want to curl up and go back to bed and have felt like this all afternoon.