Feeling funky, but not in a good way.
Today is my birthday. Yay! 32 years old and childless. I am in such a funk. My husband keeps asking me if I want to do something, but I would rather sit in my chair and watch Roseanne on Netflix. (How sad is that?) I have been extremely emotional the past few days. I sobbed for 20 minutes while watching America's Funniest Home Videos a few days ago.
My BETA is on Wednesday morning. I am so anxious about the results. I'm trying to remain positive, but it's hard. I've Googled "hpt after ivf" at least twice. (As if the results would have changed.) I know I need to wait. Even if I did test, the results may not be accurate, but it's tempting.
My BETA is on Wednesday morning. I am so anxious about the results. I'm trying to remain positive, but it's hard. I've Googled "hpt after ivf" at least twice. (As if the results would have changed.) I know I need to wait. Even if I did test, the results may not be accurate, but it's tempting.
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Happy Birthday! Praying for your BFP as your birthday present!
Happy Birthday!!! I am praying hard for your great beta number Wednesday. Can you eat some birthday cake while watching Roseanne at home? I\'m sure all the meds don\'t help your hormones right now either...best of luck and baby dust!!!
I can just tell you that I tested before my beta and it was negative(even tho I did have a chemical preg), my point is you don\'t know until you know. For me the 2ww was hell. I think part of it was the waiting but part of it was definitely the let down from all the hormones. You go from taking all these hormones and then most of them are stopped, they take our eggs and then WHAM the let down. You\'re not alone. Big hugs and watch whatever is going to get you through this time. God bless.
Happy Belated Birthday! Hang in there and if Roseanne is what makes you feel better take the day off and watch Netflix all day.. I have :-)