FEELING DOWN TODAY
FEELING DOWN I WOULD LIKE TO WALK MY DOG BUT I CANT GO ON MY OWN,I HAVE JUST COME BACK FROM 3 DAYS AWAY IN OUR CARAVAN WITH RICH AND MUM,ENJOYED THE FREEDOM,FINDING IT HARD BEING AT HOME AGAIN WISH WE COULD SALE THE HOUSE,BUT NOTHINGS MOVEING IN THE UK,WOULD LOVE TO BE IN THE COUNTRY.WOULD LOVE TO BE BACK IN OUR HOUSE IN BULGARIA.ROLL ON SEPTEMBER I WILL HAVE A MONTH OF FREEDOM,I WONDER WHY AND HOW I GOT HERE, I HAVE NEVER HURT ANOUTHER PERSON IN MY LIFE,WHY AM I HATED SO MUCH WHAT DID I DO.MY DAUGHTER SAID SHE DIDENT KNOW WHAT I HAD DONE,HOW CAN A 21YR OLD CAUSE SO MUCH DAMAGE AND SHE WALKS AWAY WITH MY DAUGHTER MY FREEDOM AND MY HEART IN BITS.AND THEY SEEM TO PROSPER DONT THEY.
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NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY THE MEMORIES WE HAVE IN OUR HEARTS. WHY DOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPEN?-- FOR MANY REASONS INCLUDING THE INFLUENCE OF SOMEONE LIKE YOUR DAUGHTER\'S PARTNER. THERE IS NOT A SIMPLE ANSWER. I CERTAINLY DON\'T HAVE ONE.I GUESS AT WHY MY 3 CHILDREN HAVE CUT-OFF FROM ME. I\'VE TRIED TO READ ON THE SUBJECT AS IT\'S EASY TO GET SWEPT AWAY BY THE PAIN. IT IS FOR ME. SEE DISCUSSIONS TODAY REGARDING MY ENTRY ON ONE THEORY. MY SON\'S WIFE WAS CUT-OFF BY HER PARENTS AND IS MORE COMFORTABLE WHEN JASON IS CUT-OFF FROM ME. I TRY NOT TO BLAME ANOTHER PERSON AS OUR CHILDREN ARE MAKING ADULT CHOICES. NO ONE IS FORCING THEM. PEOPLE OFTEN HURT THE PERSON THAT LOVES THEM THE MOST BECAUSE THEY KNOW THAT WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE THEM NO MATTER WHAT.
I HAVE OFTEN SAID I WISH I WAS MY MOTHER. MY MOTHER ABANDONED ME AND MY 2 SIBLINGS WHEN I WAS 16. YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON. MY PSYCHIATRIST SAID THAT MY KIDS MAY HAVE FORGOTTEN WHY THEY CUT-OFF. MAYBE ALL YOU DID WAS LOVE HER.
yes they cant take are menories,i feel for you.its hard to cope but i will always have hope.who knows one day there kids might treat them the way they treated us.then they will know what pain is,hugs