Feeling down today
It sucks to be sick and not really know what’s going on inside of me. I’m scared, I feel terrible, and I want to just lie down and cry. I know it’s just today. I’m tired and it’s really tough knowing I have to work every day and be the “I’m so responsible” person, when all I want to do is go home, stay home and be with my family.
I am very lucky to have a good job that I have worked in for nearly 30 years. Sometimes I just wish I could chuck it, the job I mean, because it is so hard to do now. My “ailments” are the full time job for me and rest and not being on a schedule is what my body really needs. Anyway, I’m trying to make things as good as I can by walking regularly. It must not be enough though as my weight gets higher and higher every year. I think my thyroid is shot too. Blood tests indicate Hasimotos Disease on top of everything else I have.
Well just feeling down today. Usually I do OK with all this, but it is getting harder and harder to continue on with this “normal” life that I have. One day at a time.
I am very lucky to have a good job that I have worked in for nearly 30 years. Sometimes I just wish I could chuck it, the job I mean, because it is so hard to do now. My “ailments” are the full time job for me and rest and not being on a schedule is what my body really needs. Anyway, I’m trying to make things as good as I can by walking regularly. It must not be enough though as my weight gets higher and higher every year. I think my thyroid is shot too. Blood tests indicate Hasimotos Disease on top of everything else I have.
Well just feeling down today. Usually I do OK with all this, but it is getting harder and harder to continue on with this “normal” life that I have. One day at a time.
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