feeling different

for some reason lately ive been feeling all these different ways all at the same time. i just don't get what i need or what i need to do. im just feeling all different for some reason. i just am feeling everything all at the same time. and i just don't know what i really want. do i want all these friends? or not? cuz im kinda getting used to just being a loner, with just my husband and my family. i wish i knew what i really wanted.