feeling depressed.wishing i was normal.
just feeling depressed. it always seems to follow me where ever i go. and what ever i do i can't get rid of it. im really worried i messed things up with her even though i know she had fun with me on the road trip im just afraid that she is really getting sick of me now and its just adding to my depression. i feel like i tried to talk to her to much. i am worried that this messed things up. i hate how i always do this. i always mess things up with people. i just really hate myself right now. i just want to be normal.
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Hello starrynitesky,No you didn\'t mess things up with her.And I bet if you had to bring this up with her she would tell you that she enjoyed your company as much as you did hers.That,that you are describing,the feelings you now have seems to be a part of depression.I\'m not worth anything,people don\'t enjoy being around me & I\'m only imagining people enjoy my company is the depression talking.People do like your company & my bet is you are a lovely person & a sensitive soul.Are you receiving any help for your depression? Hugs & I pray you will feel better.
i just wish i was normal and could do things in a normal way. i keep trying and i just can\'t get anything i try to do normally to go right and end up messing everything up. im so frustrated.
Hugs to you my friend, I sure you did not mess things up with here. You are a nice person and a lovely friend. I sure she enjoyed your company. I am sorry to hear you are feeling depressed. I am here for you always. Hugs
Normal is for boring people don\'t you think? hope you feel better..everything will be alright you\'ll see..hugs&kisses:)