Feeling blue
Hi I am feeling rather down today. I woke up this morning feeling just blah. I have to go back to work tomorrow. I don't want to go back there. I am miserable at Home Depot. I need to get some motivation to find something else. I could have gone to Goodwill, but it didn't feel right. So I didn't accept the job. I didn't want to go someplace I felt was worse.
Today I just didn't want to get out of bed. I do have a list of things to do. One is to clean the bathrooms. I sent out some father's day cards via an e mail site that I love. (Jacquie Lawson, I recommend it) I have a library book I am almost done reading. But there is this cloud hanging over my head. It matched the clouds outside my windows. I feel rather useless, that no one cares. My family certainly doesn't.
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Sorry you're feeling so blue. I totally understand family not caring. I have 2 sons (21 and 3) and the oldest doesn't call/come over/email and he just deleted me from his fb so now I can't even see my grandson, which sucks. I've been feeling blah lately myself feeling like can I do this mom thing for at least another 15 years, I feel useless too :( :(
I hope you get motivated to find a job you like! There's nothing worse to have to go to a place you hate, especially when you're at home feeling blah already. Big hugs!
I'm sorry you're feeling down today. It is tough to work at a job that you hate. I hope that you're able to find something better! Thanks for the e-card web site suggestion. I use Hallmark, but they charge me a small yearly fee. It's tough when family doesn't seem to care. Know that you have friends here, including me, who do. Hugs, Judy
Hi Linda, big caring hugs, from my family and i. i'm so sorry you're feeling down today. i understand those days, and how they can be rough to make it through. i'm so glad you're writing, it helps a lot to share, and to be able to reach out, takes lots of strength :)
i'm proud of you for keeping strong through these times, and i'm so thankful you know, you always have your ds family of friends here :)
We care about you, and want you to have many good days, times, to always treasure :)
i'm so thankful i can send my support :)
We send our love, positive energy, and our best well wishes :) big caring hugs :)