Feeling ...blank?
Today I've been lounging besides a 45 min run at the gym where I did hit a new milestone of 2.35 miles and a high level on the treadmill but that's for my self esteem and another time.
Recently found another girl to talk to. Talked to her for 2-3 months and again she disappeared off the face of the earth again. So again I am .... out and about looking maybe? I am not really looking I am just tired .... the people who come to me seem to want one thing. Something I don't want. The ones I start pursuing and finding other things in common and maybe even date do the same thing. They fall off the face of the earth.
Now I'm feeling really.... blank I don't know where to go from now. I like someone.. but she's in a complicated relationship and I know better. So we are friends and I am not doing anything to start even constitute cheating because I know how serious she is with her gf. They were engaged before she went to boot camp and things got complicated. But other than that I have no where to go from here... Where do I go?.... what do I do? ..... this sucks...
Recently found another girl to talk to. Talked to her for 2-3 months and again she disappeared off the face of the earth again. So again I am .... out and about looking maybe? I am not really looking I am just tired .... the people who come to me seem to want one thing. Something I don't want. The ones I start pursuing and finding other things in common and maybe even date do the same thing. They fall off the face of the earth.
Now I'm feeling really.... blank I don't know where to go from now. I like someone.. but she's in a complicated relationship and I know better. So we are friends and I am not doing anything to start even constitute cheating because I know how serious she is with her gf. They were engaged before she went to boot camp and things got complicated. But other than that I have no where to go from here... Where do I go?.... what do I do? ..... this sucks...
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you, focus on your life. and live it. haha, focus on getting in shape? ever hear of naruto? if so do you know the dude rock lee? well if not he always has these strange ass goals.
\"if i catch these 20 leaves, sakura will fall madly inlove with me! *jumps 40ft from the air trying to catch all 20 leaves*\" hahaha not saying you should do that. he has other things like walking around the village 100 times on his hands and other things like that. maybe if you do mini goals like that and just think about who ever, not exactly falling for you but maybe like \'i do 50 push ups and so and so will hang out with me today!\' or maybe if you do 50 something else. what ever to your liking. and if you dont complete it, what happens with him is he goes on another goal, but more challenging. or somthing. i mean i know its hard to be single, i know how it is to want someone. and stuff.... maybe this is a sign to get your life steady then pursue someone. i mean i dont know how you would want your relationship to be. but i am always here for you to talk. you have been here so much for me. i may not have the best advice. i may even suck at giving it. but i will at least try. and if that doesnt work i try to at least get your mood a little better.
This is gonna sound mean and it\'s not meant to be but you don\'t understand how I feel..... I\'ve had tons of my own disappointments and I\'m sure you have had yours. None of us can truly feel like we know for that aspect... as for getting in shape and other stuff that has to do for military science workouts and stuff. I\'ve waited my whole life .... every since i became of dating age and I\'ve never had the connection I\'ve wanted or needed.. and at this point i probably never will.